so much beauty in dirt

i have been wanting to sleep ridiculous amounts, why is it? i don't know. andy is off to edinburgh in a few days, so back to the whole long-distance thing. but its okay. some people have it a lot worse. and i'm a firm believer in the internet, so there you go. here are some pictures that i've been very tardy in uploading for the world to stare at.

i really am not sure what this blog is here to accomplish, but i'd rather have it like that. you know? sometimes people scare me with their internet spaces that boast FIRSTNAME LASTNAME PHOTOGRAPHY or FIRSTNAMELASTNAME WRITER or whatever it is the individual would like the world to see them as. maybe i'm looking too far into it, but sometimes its just nice to defy categories while you still can, in my opinion. the world is a mess, let it be.

i haven't really seen my friends as much as i should be lately. i don't know. i don't want to talk about it. but don't get me wrong - the time spent with other people has been wonderful. maureen & i have been recording some new songs about things that make us happy and sad. i took some pictures of her and others at the beach and at this abandoned greenhouse we found one day when the sky couldn't decide if it wanted to storm or not.

(it didn't.)